If you don’t mind me giving you some input here,lets start at the very begining i.e: on the Photo,for one your room is too dark for a good picture of a greek god! .I’d like to see a pic of you front lit with a few energy efficient or filament bulbs, a couple of 40 watt bulbs would do,*argos* sell a lamp minus bulbs for £2.87 and morrisons do for bulbs for 96p (edisson scew)
Ok put the lamps behind camera and point them slightly down and out of shot.
Get some tin foil that reflects light under your chin. at the most you will have spent £7.Raise your chin sothe light iluminates your chin and neckbut does not cast a shadow, on e lampon foil and one pointing to hair would do.
Hitting walls will hurt and you know it’s actually unwise to even contemplate that.willalways damage you in some way.
In no way are you a zombie-a largactil fueled severely obese man,you are not,and zombified pt’s doNOT write at all.nevermind so ‘to the point!’
Agoraphobia is awfull, but a you don’thave the disadvantages of ppl hooked on Diazepam or Ativan toovercome-you stand a much better chance than most of kicking it,like anything we learn,anxiety is aquired by negative association,a learned responce.Its completly possibletobe taught selforwith anothers help,howtobecome calmer
Straight after you shave and wash,apply bog standard boots cold creme to face and really let skin absorb it. -your skin will turn to its’ natrual colour and still be refelective giving a healty glow.
Take several pictures pick the worst through to the best and post the one in 0he middle first.
See how many extremley positive responces you get from this in expensive method
BTW there are somemen with an erect p_____ of only 2.5 inches,loosing weight can increase size as pubic bone with fat on it hides the real size,if you notice (on self examinatition with bloodflow) how much extra is in the area between base into scrotum you may be able to judge based on BMI how much tra you could gain,generally loosing 1 point on BMI will add around ?.25 (1/4)
inches on full bloodflow.
When you feel low YOUR MIND PLAYS GAMES WITH EGO. Some ppl call this/ BODY DYSMORPHIC DISORDER.
Somemen would be very happy to measure up to your size.If men actually spokeabout such things.I can assureyou as you have no dysfuction there like ED and fromprevious comments you have made-you have no problem with arousal to plateux you are focusing on some things that simply would not be an issue if you could become happier,moreconfident women will pay more sexual attentiontoyou
if any man managed to do what you do 12 times a day,without ky he would not have enough seminal fluid from prostate to act as the natrual protection from friction. -its natures ky gel..You are in effect performing a friction peel on your personage.
The shooting pains in your pelvis could easily be a too lowdown couch meaning you have to sit in a bucket seat rather than a on a 45 degree angle.Even if you are sedentary,the chances of there being an aoartic anyneurism are1000 to 1 max
Titanium implants on teeth are very expensive, even on the nhs due to GERD or GORD i had flush back of acid from stomach to back of some teeth,they areall still there with roots but even with the medical evidence of stomach problems i ended up paying over £4500 for my smile. titanium impants are onlyconsidered on the NHS for mouth cancer patients.Or people who have been asauted and get compensation from the CIcb,tend toget enough to have thisnew treatment.As you self harmed,a Dentist on having to decide will the pt do this again and have no time to communiate with your Psych,and poss be toldyourinfo is private,iftheydo,will simply offer dentures
People making key desicions that involve extensive work and money have to justify the proposed work to the local PCT and may get told ‘no,he self harms’
Youwill have to show a period of stablility inorderthat the peoplecanjustify thier application fo rNHS funding.I’d say ifyouwent THREE WHOLE YEARS without self harming for whatever reason,you could take your cosmetic dental request toa PCT tribunal,establising you are a minimalrisk to the assets they put inyour mouth.
I hope Ihave in some way shed somelight on things- I really though hard about answering this

you would look better if you smiled!!!!!!!